"rasa"

rasa itu emang sulit untuk ditebak dan mungkin cukup sulit untuk bisa mengendalikannya. sesungguhnya kita harus bisa mengatur rasa yang tertanam dalam hati kita, namun hakikatnya tetap Allah yang menggerakan hati kita. Tanpa seizinnya kita tak akan bisa merasa ataupun berpikir tentang apapun. semua sudah ada pada buku design Allah, semua sudah tertulis rapi di dalamnya. kita harus percaya bahwa Allah akan memberikan yang terbaik bagi hidup kita, karena ia Maha segalanya.

I wanna tell something:
when I in a situation, I feel that's very bored and I can"t calm, but when I make a decision to chang it, there is something in my heart, why??? yaaaa its begin from their "words" which make me angry,but now I can forget it, I always remember and one things, there are some word which remember me to back to god. it always record in my mind,, I always hear,, when I don't want hear in the moment,,my mind record this carefully, and Iwant tell, , , ,I save it in my heart, and I just want say thanks I just want we can talk, I just want we can make a friendship, because why? I don't know I feel I make a wrong ,,,and I feel I hurt your heart, , , if u know,,I cry in that night,,and my heart sick if I see u, and I feel more if I saw you change your habit,,,change your character,,,may be its not my own,,,but I want you know, I wait you to make a relationship as friendship, , ,if u read this, I hope you understand what I feel, , ,you are the "first"

ya allah engkau yang maha mempunyai segala rasa,, hamba pasrahkan semua kepadamu, , , berikanlah jalan yang terbaik, ,Aamiin